After my divorce and becoming disabled Christ was working in my life even though I had still cursed his name. I don’t know why he did aside from his Grace, Love and Mercy knowing no bounds. He started removing the bad influences from my life. The same friends I cursed Gods name with decided to abandon me when I was weak and hurting as I was no fun anymore. This gave Jesus more of a chance to start changing my situation.
Those that I cursed God with left and funny enough the people that praised God came into my life. While I didn’t listen to them about God, they were there with an ear to listen to my problems and give me advice and help. They planted the seeds for God in my time of suffering.